I have a rock

2012-01-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

OP IS OVER

2011-11-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

Yeah well so after enduring that crap,
Which wasn't reall
y much.
OP was okay, at least something you can prepare for.
Which doesn't really need you to stay up THAT late.

Once again must thank our IT rep.
For the slides, and the video.
All the hard work put in seriously.
<3 BROmance.
To think we still criticised, damn I feel bad.

FAK THIS.
SO yesterday was awkward.
Maybe not for you.
For me it was. Damn awkward.
And stop following people around like a dog please.
Nvm you won't see this.

And you.
Stop giving everyone false hints.
There's a line between what you can do with friends
And what you can't. You crossed it know seriously.
I'm not the only one who can see it.
Well, not a completely bad day though.
Great chat at the bus stop with Ryan bestie. HAHA.

Why is life like so damn hardddd.
And I thought after OP is like relax mode.
Who knew I had to start doing tutorials and e-assessments.
What the hell school.
Can we catch a break?
:/

The world you live in is defined by your beliefs.
So true.
If you think the world sucks, you'll just think of the bad points of everything.
Why can't I changeeeeeeee.....

OPTIMISM OPTIMISM OPTIMISM COME TO ME :(
Awkward. I swear.
And I wasn't angst just now.
I kind of DCed.
But it's not important.

I'm secretly waiting for a message..............
If it comes.
:l
Life would really rock.

_l_

2011-11-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

So there.
Wanted to find some place to rant.
Where everyone, but no one can see.
Where I can record my thoughts, and be able to read in the future,
Then suddenly remembered I still have a blog.

Which is totally cool btw.
Perhaps if anyone reads, it'll be me, in 5 months time.
Thinking back about what I did from this post onwards.

Time to reflect on this whole year.
Really regretting all the choices I've made..
Firstly, I shouldn't even have came to VJC.
I don't belong here.
Really, I don't feel like I belong.
No matter how many times I smile, laugh, cry, sweat.
I don't feel like I'm a part of all of it.

It doesn't feel real. Like I've been dreaming.
So yeah, life's been busy. But still, I always can find time to procrastinate.
Shouldn't have picked up another new hobby.
Only I know what it is though. And, bad choice. Cause it ain't working out.

ODAC.
After today, sitting at the table of ODACers.
And then a practice with bandmates.
I made the wrong choice.
I should have gone to ODAC.
Sure, I'm giving up on the opportunity to play my instrument ever again.
But there's no time to even practice.
I don't even play properly now.
I don't even enjoy playing my instrument anymore cause I suck.

Performances. SHOULDN'T HAVE GONE TO ENGLAND TRIP
During the June Holidays.
1. No time to study
2. Missed performing for two concerts
3. A lot of money is involved.
4. Turned out to be some learning trip
5. Super disappointed at some of the sites. Wasn't as "London" as I thought it would be

PW's been tough.
I've been a really sucky leader.
I really feel as if I've contributed nothing.
Thank god for all my teammates.
Thank the SC pres for tanking so many things.
You too, IT rep. You've been amazing.
I often disagree with you and sometimes I get pretty mad at you for adding some stuff.
But your initiative is really something that is valued by me.
Alot.
Without you, our group is gone.

I need to get more fit.
Really bad.
I'm skinny, stamina-less.
Most I can do is buff up.

I liked the wrong girl.
YES. Why haven't I learnt.
From past mistakes.
I let others in again.
I can't let people close.
It hurts, like really.
I finally know what they meant by shouting but no one can hear you.

I lost many of my friends in search of new ones.
Really, my past friends.
They're still the best.
I screwed up.

I'm regretting.

OP.
Pfft.

2011

2011-11-02T23:06:00.001+08:00

I screwed up.

Bad year.

2010-12-21T20:17:00.001+08:00

HANA HANA

lifethewayilikeit.tumblr.com

250th POST :D

2010-09-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

YAY this is my blog's 250th post.
Cheer, scream, shout, cry, alt f4.
Kidding. (= don't do that i'll be sad.

Friends are like grains of sand,
The more you try to grab them,
The more they slip from your fingers.
Just hold them lightly in the palm of your hand.
Maybe you'd get to keep them longer.
We dont need to look for friends.
Friends come to us (:
I believe in destiny. HAHA !

KTHANKSBAI:D

Quotes

2010-09-27T22:23:00.002+08:00

You may think you hold the world in the palms of your hands, but it will slip through your fingers so fast.
Anytime, we might be gone.
Don't say it wouldnt happen to you.
It could.
When people lie in the hospital,
You often see cards near that bedside, telling them how much they're missed.
Or people giving flowers to show how much they love them.
What happens to those not lying on the hospital beds?
Why must we only wait until its too late,
Before we tell someone how we really feel about them.
Why must we only realise something's value only after we've lost it.

A mere friend will agree with you, but a real friend will argue.
I guess thats the case. But not all the time.
Some people just love to be critiques, always arguing with others.
Their purpose? To feel better about themselves.
They don't like how they are, so that try their best to prove you wrong.
To make them feel good about themselves.
We don't need to criticise others to feel good.
We give ourselves our own praise.
And we praise others too.
Although there might be people who get a big-head if you praise them,
It shouldnt stop you from giving them.
A genuine praise makes you, and the other party a happier person.

A friend is someone who sees through you and still enjoys the view.
I am not sure what this means, but i think it means that:
A friend is somebody who understands who you really are,
And does not judge you, but instead supports you for being yourself.
If friends are true friends, theres no need for you to be someone else infront of them.
Its depressing how people tend to wear a mask infront of their friends,
To be popular. To get the attention.
And they lose their true image.
I guess i am one of those people, whom are afraid that the people around us,
Wont accept us for who we really are.
But the bottomline is that these friends are not true friends.
And they were right, when they say that in your lowest times.
You see who your friends really are.
You see who are the ones who understand you and are willing
To be there for you.

After thinking through,
I suddenly feel empty within, that maybe.
Maybe no one cares.
Maybe no one is my true friend.
And there wont be, for a long time.

Awesome stuff

2010-09-23T22:02:00.002+08:00

Hello people.
Its been awhile since i blogged with a graph :D
Twinkle twinkle little star,
How i wonder what you are.

YES, You can see i am in a good mood.
Awesome stuff man, awesome stuff.

Graph

2010-09-13T20:28:00.002+08:00

Here you go

Roller Coaster

2010-09-13T20:22:00.003+08:00

Its been awhile, i am determined to start serious studying now.
Hahaha shit, sounding like a poem uh.
Yes.

Life has been a roller coaster these few days
Many many ups and downs,
Unpredictable moments, i like : D.

Okay not really. I was lying.
Some unpredictable moments were just wrong.
I guess. Hahaha.

Okay nothing to say here.
BYE :D

COLOURFUL

2010-09-06T23:02:00.003+08:00

YES, TODAY IS GOING TO BE COLOURFUL.
BECAUSE I AM UPSET.
YEAH, THAT MAKES EXTREMLY NO SENSE.
ISNT THAT WONDERFUL?!
OKAY BYE.

Itchy

2010-09-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

yeah it really its.
my leg itches D:
and i am scratching, duh. hahaha.
oh well.

idk why some people like to make those blog titles.
like, chim chim stuff.
Or things that dont make sense.
that totally has nothing to do with the post.
might as well dont put hahaha.
stuff like, today the sun rose from the west.
or whatever things then they begin to talk about life.
hahaha oh well up to them lor.

just watched night in the museum 2 on tv, again.
some hallmark channel or something :D
very funny the ending part. okay nevermind go watch it C:

i forgot what happened today.
time passes so fast sometimes.
and it doesnt only pass quickly when you are enjoying yourself.
it does too when you study.
or when you are thinking about things.
time waits for no man.
how i wish i was "no man". gah.

o levels. in 50+ days i think.
thats scary, all the way my friend.
i wont let prelims repeat itself.
i am going to study hard now.
played dota in the morning, abit in the afternoon.
but i am quittinG :D I got to.
shall start my studying thing tmr.
latest by holidays.
cant afford to waste my time like prelims again gahh.
i think i wont do well lah.

oh well.
still itching, my leg.
i bathed damnit.
bye awesome people who read my blog.

Teacher's Day celebrations : )

2010-08-31T19:43:00.003+08:00

Hello people.
Today is teacher's day celebration!!
It was a complete flop :l
Tomorrow is teacher's day!
Oh and i just realised the apostrophe comes after the s.
Who cares, teachers' teacher's, belongs to them anyway.

Haha, holiday for them much?
Don't think so, they'd better start marking our scripts.
Didn't study much for prelims.
I am going to see how much i can get with this standard of studying.
Hope will still be okay o:
Then after that more confidence for O levels.
I am GOING TO DO IT!!! :D
I must go on stage hahahaha kidding.
Also not sure whether i can or not.

Yesterday Ryan, Zong Han and Wee Pin came my house.
Fun leh ;) haha, i hope i was a good host.
They all like so hungry.
I dont know how many packets of biscuits,
Cup noodles, crackers they ate. Gosh.
But anyway i should have just let them played,
shouldn't hog the computer, because i had all the time at home to.
Poor host i am, lousy personality :(

There are some people in the world,
Who praise you not because you did well,
But because you make them look good.
I guess i am one of them.
Another of those self-awareness periods again hahaha.
Have you ever wondered why it takes much more,
For you to praise someone of the other team
(if playing game), then to praise your own?
Its human nature, we tend to be selfish.
If we wont, and are able to put our interests aside at ALL times.
We would all be communists.
No need for incentives to work hard.
Sacrifice for the nation and for others.
Sharing of land and assets.

But i don't want to be like this.
I want to be different, i want to change nature.
I want to make a difference and not be someone else,
Whom people hate but look up to.
No, i am definitely not that kind of person whom you think i am.
I don't want to be selfish.
And i hate how i am now.
But i like it that i am changing :)
For the better i hope.
and i hope there'd be someone there to help me along...
Good bye everyone.

WEEEEEEEE :D

2010-08-29T12:17:00.000+08:00

HELOO
I AM HAPPY.
VERY :D
TEEE HEEE HEEE HAHAHAHA
HOHOHOHO

History

2010-08-20T18:34:00.003+08:00

Hehehe :D
Today had oral and history elective examinations.
I cant believe i wrote question 3, its like much harder.
I could have wrote question 4 !!
Maybe i can secure more marks there uH! ARGH.

I am feeling upset and unhappy.

Sigh.
Big sigh sigh sigh.

I think someone is always against being very entertaining and loopy.
If you didnt get that sentence come and find me i'll tell you what it means.

English Oral

2010-08-20T18:33:00.000+08:00

One word.
Gone

Emo post alert!

2010-08-11T22:19:00.002+08:00

Yeap exactly the title.
Emo post.
Dont know why but it is just going to be.
Hahaha, and i still swear to myself i will try to be optimistic.

But we cant be happy forever.
Sigh, contented people will not strive to do better.
We need obstacles in life.
If there were no difficulties in anything.
Then we would have everything.
Then there'd be no urge.
No need.
No want.
No effort put in to do anything.

Well so i have heard.
But i think i am a perfectionist.
I cant take mistakes, imperfection.
Dont think many will see this.
So i shall just be truthful to myself.
I know i have many bad points.

I am selfish
Sometimes unkind,
Loud,
Inconsiderate,
Sometimes i really hate myself for being this way.

I hate it that i didnt take my parents advice when i was young.
I hate it that i am born with such personality.
I hate it that no matter how hard i try to change,
I always fail at some point.

Talked with friends today,
Made me realise one thing.
Theres no one i can trust around me.
And i cant be trusted.
I see my friends and myself,
talking behind peoples back.
One moment we seem good to this person,
The next moment we are bad mouthing.

It could happen.
To me.
I know and i can feel people talking behind my back.
I dont really care.
Because i know i suck.
But if you want to say something bad about me.
I'd rather you say it straight in my face.
I can take it.
I want to change.

True friend, confidant.
Where are you.

Birthday, XGT :D

2010-07-20T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hello :D
My birthday just pass :)
Just over weeeee.
Haha just felt like an ordinary day,
Just that got more messages from different people.
Wishing me happy birthday,
Plus a really upsetting moment.
And a new guitar WHOO :D

Which i used for xgt.
Haha sighs.
I think teh performance was a success.
But we not aiming to win,
Just want to perform hahaha.
So it is okay if we dont win :)

SATURDAY JAMMING FRIENDS.

STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY
STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY
STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY
STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY

Post Exam Activities

2010-07-09T22:23:00.002+08:00

Yeah i know,
Why the blog post right.
Havent even O levels yet. OR
even prelim then i talk about
post exams.

Okay i shall tell you why now.
Get ready.
Because i find no motivation to study right now,
Nothing to work for.
Like O levels is the big thing.
But i wont feel it, until its close enough.

Thats why i dont like myself.
Sometimes i lack self discipline )=
Anyway, I guess i shall list down the things
I want to do after The big Os :)
This way i got something to work towards.
Or work for. :)
Like the third principle for governance.

Okay nevermind.
- First i am going to SLEEP.
For at least 12 hours a day.
Then i am going to eat for 3 hours
(1 hour each meal)
Then play computer for awhile
Actually not awhile but yeah.
Then shit.
Then i shall go out with friends (=
We shall play ball all day,
And talk and chat and do stupid things together and laugh.
And then we will burn our books together.
Then we will have fun relax enjoy, finally.
Its The Time when PEOPLE HAVE NO EXCUSE
TO STUDY, its irritating sometimes but i completely
understand.
Even though i am not studying.
ThEN can do whatever i want :D
Grow fat.
Then exercise :D
Then repeat.
Then i will get my iPhone,
probably :)
THEN.
____________________________________________________
muahhaahaha fill in the blanks :)
bye

ChoCOlAtEs :D

2010-07-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Chocolates shall be todays topic.
Theres kit kat, ferrero rocher, eh cadbury?
uhh kinder bueno, kindersurprise kinder joy.
merci, andes, kisses.
tic tac.

wait.
OKAY, i like chocolates ! :D
Lets start with
C for umm. Ah crap

Choked on chocolate once, but i still love it.
Heng i never die o.o
On the third layer from the bottom of the fridge
Can be eaten daily, hourly, minutely.
Oops i think i eat too many already.
Later sick i cry
And scream
Till the doctor cures me then i
Eat CHOCOLATE AGAIN :D

Okay thanks
Bye.

Words

2010-06-20T20:28:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh, dang.
My hair very ugly I just went to cut just now.
O : :l
Ohh well, haha.
Its funny how a single word can make people think.
And explore so many possibilities.

Like English Paper 1.
Theres definitely some one-word question.
And we have to write 300-500 words on it :o
And i did my essay on Heroes (=
For holiday homework.

Hahaha, even the word homework bores me.
Thinking about homework just spoils the mood sometimes.
But its mandatory, in order for us not to forget what we learnt.
I guess :l
HOMEWORK!
I wish WE DIDNT HAVE TO STUDY.
I wish i was a cat instead.
All i need to do is just Roll around cutely and i get food.
And i can chase rats everyday.
And i can sleep all i want :)
Or i wish i was a bird.
HAhaha then i can fly.
Oh yes i want to fly.
I wish i could fly..

Yeah right,
back to homework

:/

Life's good

2010-06-18T12:26:00.002+08:00

Haha, i feel so guilty.
I only did like abit of holiday homework.
And i really meant that sentence.
Especially the "abit" part :p
Oh well,
Life HAS BEEN GREAT. :)
So far hahaha.
Holidays are awesome,
I have so much time to holi :l
Even though i should be studying

O levels coming soon man
Scary crap :/
I want my As.
Dang.
I think it will be creepy if you see your score sheet all A
but the number all 2.
WAh L1R5 be 12 points T-T
Motivate me someone? :)

The End ----

生活

2010-05-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

塞翁失马，焉知非福。
也许我应该检讨一下自己
山穷水尽疑无路，柳暗花明又一村。
过了这一关，希望生活道路上能过得更加顺利
得到了教训，也应该前事不忘，后事之师。
我不会再犯同样的错误了

Post Exam Post

2010-05-24T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone (=
Hahaha today is the 24th May.
:/
._.
Oh well..
感慨万端
mixed feelings.
Chinese "O"s soon for many of my friends.
Wish you guys all the best :D

And dont get too stressed out,
You know you cant retake the exam if you are sick right ;)
So yah.. Hahaah.
Hmm okay i shall go watch annoying orangee :]
Bye everyone...

Life is about balance.
Higher expectations might be too demanding
But it doesnt mean we shouldnt push ourselves to achieve the impossible
Lower expectations might be a waste of our talents
But we still have to work within our limits sometimes.
Life is full of contradictions,
Live it how you want it to be.

You can be an attention seeker and blame god for everything,
Hoping people will cheer you up,
Or you can choose to share your thoughts in a more appropriate manner,
And make the world a better place.

Why should the world give in to you,
When you have not sacrificed for others?
Gah, Life is full of contradictions.

Mid-Year Examinations

2010-05-01T20:16:00.002+08:00

Hahaha guess this is my last post,
In two weeks. Due to (insert title here)
Sighs, i really hate books.
They just dont appeal to me.
The thought of studying ahhh D:

But we have to, sometimes i find joy in studying certain things.
This is part and parcel of life i guess.
School is not about books.
Its about learning new things.
Enrich ourselves with new skills to prepare for the future.

Gahh, but somehow.
The teachers makes studying seem so dry.
Maybe the subject already appeals to them in someway.
After all its up to us to look for the factors which makes us interested.
Make us want to study..

Its fun sometimes.
I know, people laugh.
But really, deep down i guess many can feel it sometimes too.
That school is after all not that boring.
Theres that little voice in your heart,
That makes you look forward to going to school.
No matter how boring it is sometimes.

Yes, there are times we need to take a break of course.
Sometimes things just dont seem so appealing anymore.
Its human, that when you get used to something, it doesnt exists.
It becomes meaningless, and that we dont see the point in it.
8 year old bob buys a new toy, he claims it is awesome,
plays with it every single day.
3 weeks later, the toy stands unnoticed on his table.
3months later, Bob throws the toy away and buys a new one.

Its nature that things will change,
However its also up to us to change nature.
So lets study and learn together,
Appreciate books all the way to "O"s.
The journey of learning will definetly seem more appealing.
(:

I need to take life slowly. :/
Maybe i shouldnt try so hard.

go for gold?

2010-04-04T00:20:00.003+08:00

Hello, lol i was suddenly remembered
Of my primary school class cheer.
When ever there are inter-class games or such.
We will be like Go for GOld! Go for gold! :D

Hahaha, Muse International Band Fest is over!
Concluded it by clinching a gold (=
): ?
Oh well. Actually not that big an achievement.
I have this strong feeling that theres moderation.
Like you know, so that the other bands dont look bad.
Like we just happened to be the best. (of the worst)
O:

Sorry :/ i hate to be a wet blanket.
Pretty sure i'll get flamed.
But who cares (:
This is a blog for a reason.
You dont like reading then leave (=
Theres always the powerful combination of the
Alt button
and the F4 button.
Try it.

Yeah, so we got gold.
But did we Go for it?
Thats the question.
Theres a reason why our drum major cut his syf photo.
Theres a reason why theres no need to listen for the results.
Its the process, not the award.
Well if you are in band but think that you have put in your 105% effort for the concert and think you extremely superbly deserve the award THEN dont highlight my POST :D
For people that fall into this category, BYEBYE!!! :D
I shall end my post here (winks)

okay, back to stuffs.
seriously, dig into your hearts.
are they really that oblivious to their surroundings?
do they know what they are doing?
i really have so many questions in mind.
have they done their best for this.
yes, you can see them trying.
but what?
they are not trying hard enough.
whats the point of getting sad that some people say we dont deserve the gold.
YOU KNOW YOURSELF WE DONT!
YOU KNOW WE SOUND LIKE CRAP!
Even if we were given a silver i would have felt the same way.
Because the performance felt like a silver.
Its like a repeat of SYF.
Actually i felt kind of sad, when i heard we got gold.
I pray they wont think that its THAT easy to get gold.
We were just lucky.
LUCKY. We got through this.
Good luck. All the best.
(:

Prank call

2010-03-28T23:58:00.001+08:00

Omg hahaha funny.
I couldnt stop laughing till the end of the video hahahaha.
the videos cut off, so click it to see it on youtube (:

Where are you? I've been looking.

2010-03-28T22:35:00.003+08:00

Today IS A SUNDAY!
Nope not the kind of ice cream you buy on hot days.
Its a day of the week (:
Yesterday was sports day.
Hahaha, it was a day of baton dropping (:
Oh well, im pretty sure i witnessed at least 5 drops.

Okay so today is sunday.
Its just a normal day.
But yet its abnormal.
Its not a good day.
Bcus tmr is monday (:
And theres school.
And, i have no one to talk to..
No one to understand me ):

Oh my its late,
I better pack and sleep.
Sleep is good.
Sleep is life.
Sleep is peels spelt backwards.
(; bye all/none/wall

I need a true friend.
To share my feelingswith ):

Ace-learning

2010-03-24T21:34:00.001+08:00

Dumb thing.
Not that i never do my homework lor.
The options are like impossible..
I can even copy out the question for you.
Without looking at it.
Make me think so long.
Send email to ace-support, they ask me press feedback button

THERES NO FRIGGIN FEEDBACK BUTTON
roar.
i cant find it, im going to cry.
Listening to music.
I like french horn
Rocks man.

But i dont like to go to band.
Feel so restricted by.
ok nvm. i shall not wash my dirty linen in public.
Its best to be kept within the four walls (=
1,2,3,4.
Or six if its a hexagonal room.
Ahh heck.
Byebye (:

its just not meant to be (:

Shine

2010-03-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

Oops, sorry. :/
Abit late but yup! :D
I forgot to post about shine :X
Hehehe.
It was...
Umm..
Kinda like...
You know.
Nice.

MOVING ON!!
Tmr got exchange!! :O
I wonder how well we fare compared to the rest.
I hope we are not too bad..
We dont want to throw our face :x
Oh well (:
i like pie.

Im not sure if i can do this :/
I dont know if im able to control myself..
Up until now i havent been able to.
Help me please?
No matter what happens....
(:

Together we can...

2010-03-11T21:20:00.002+08:00

NO, dont continue my title for me.
Because its going to be my blog title tmr,
Cus tmr is like a big day, for the school.
One of the first events show the significance of 65th anniversary.
Hmm hmm i very lazy to do a 5words thing today :0
Sorry (=

Blahblahblah, hesitating, whether i should do smth.
Lol. Okay nvm inside stuff.
Its a secret between me, myself and I.
I hope they wont let the cat out of the bag though.
I really trust them.

Oh well, i guess i should end here.
Go www.dofus.com and play.
Its fun. (:
Too bad i have no one to join me,
and im too friggin busy to even turn on the computer (:

Today band was abit.
Uhh idk how to say. Mr Tan is angry about the band.
Well i cant blame him.
I agree with him though, we should be the one to want it.
Not like it would really affect him if we dont do well.
Hes also not the one conducting.
For him to be that angry, it just shows he cares for the band.
Or he wont feel anything.
So i think its quite unfair to him lah,
for those who know they cant play but dont want to practise.
Dont understand whats their problem?
What exactly are they thinking.

Oh man, overload of crap.
Mathschinesechemistryenglish.
Bye (:

Vocabulary :D

2010-03-07T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hello, today i will be randomly picking words from the dictionary from the letter L :D
To increase my vocabulary bank :D
Why the letter L, you may ask.
To that question, i have deep regrets to inform you that.
I do not have the answer.
Or maybe i have it in my pocket.
My pocket says "because today is fine".
O.o well i hope that clears your doubts.

Laconic
Laudable
Leery
Latter
Lisp

these are my five words. i wont explain them :D so if you have the want to improve your vocab,
find them yourself. Laugh out loud.
I shall now try to blog with these words?? So that i will be able to know how to use them.
And i will be able to use these in my compo in the future!!

Hmm well lets see. Today i woke up late, as i overslept. It must have been the effects of staying up late last night. My sister questioned if i would like to join her for a game of tennis, at the court downstairs, in my condominium. I was too tired to argue that i was tired and that i could not play with that sprained ankle of mine, so i gave a laconic response to try to convince her that i was beat and unfit for the game.
So she decided to play with my cousins instead. I forced myself to roll out of bed and crawled to the toilet to get myself washed up. Stuffing myself with delicious muffins, i went down to watch them hit balls at each other.it was indeed a laudible effort my sister had made to be able to rally with my cousins for quite awhile.
My sister asked me to do her a favour, but as i was leery of her, i rejected her. Of course, if i had a choice of helping my sister or have a lisp for the rest of my life.... I would probably NOT choose the latter. HAHAHAHA.

Okay that was retarded seriously. Took me quite some time -.-. Well but thats what really happened in the morning :D hahaha. I sprained my ankle ):
Really tragic.
One of the worst ankle sprains in my entire life.
Doctor say i may need a surgery in the future,
as i had torn one of the ligaments at the ankle,
the first time i sprained it.
Thats why my ankle has been unstable.
Oh well (: Im not alone. i mean im not afraid. ((=

BYE.

Life

2010-03-04T00:01:00.004+08:00

Hello :D
Its 12am and im blogging.
Bleh very busy nowadays,
Dont have much time :/
Reachhome do hw le.
So my friends see me online less.

Therefore, its obvious to conclude that there
has been a lag of blog posts.
Indeed. I dont think anyone is looking at my blog.
At all ._.

Or they prefer to be the ones who secretly peek at my blog.
Then leave without a trace.
Hahahaa, just like how some of my friends that i use to cherish,
Vanish from my life, bcus of some silly mistake i made..
Oh well, thats life
When life gives you chilli, you make chilli padi.
Sorry thats all i can think of right now ><

I think i should stop here.
I will go to school later.
6 hours later.

Maybe it just wasnt meant to be... (:
We shouldnt have met...

Yes We CAN!

2010-01-29T22:01:00.002+08:00

Lets do our part in
COLLECTING CANS!
haha. today was a good day.
Its that start of our PUBLICITY for CANS!
WHooo collect cans MATE.

YES, hahah i feel that our publicity this morning
Was actually quite a success!!
Yeah im pretty sure it got many people's attention :D
The feeling quite shiok after the shouting.

Im so busy nowadays.
What an irony, im blogging.
:/ well since its this way...
): bye then.

COLLECTING CANS!

Myself

2010-01-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

SOmetimes i wish that i was not this way.
I wish that i was not born this way.
I wish i could control myself more,
Procrastinate less.
Make up my mind up on something.
Settle down.
Dont be so easily affected by small things in life.

I want to be a better person.
I want to control myself.
I want to control my thinking.
I wish i was more matured.

I hope so...
Why do i keep thinking i am right.
You suck, Tang Zhi Yang.
Forgive, forget, sympatise, emphatise
I need to learn that.
Help me, i need to get rid of this ego.

GWR is busying me, my homework is piling.
And im still procrastinating.
Keep pushing my homework away.
Giving myself excuses.
Thinking i still have time.
20 days past.
Ive done nothing.
Good job.

P.S. I hope that a certain someone,
Reflect on yourself.
DO what i am doing.
Self-awareness is what you are lacking.
Nobody is at fault.
You are the f-cker.
Stop blaming others and thinking you have done it all
YOU havent.

Bye

im tired

2010-01-10T23:49:00.001+08:00

its 11.50,
i have school tomorrow.
im getting my award.
and my olevel chinese results.
stressful :/

im tired.
both physically and mentally.

did i make a mistake? :/
(:

Quizzy

2010-01-10T00:55:00.002+08:00

Rules: Type your name into Google with the verb directed and write down whatever comes up first (that makes sense).

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
Zhiyang needs to be under adult supervision

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
Zhiyang looks lonely

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.
Zhiyang says: haiii okok good luck hope the waves help you then push back your opponent ( im guessing its dota :x)

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.
Zhiyang wants to go to school (heck no)

Q:Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.
Zhiyang does seem to be taking alot of bashing

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.
Zhiyang hates ppl wishing her happy birthday ( Omg, HER?)

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.
Zhiyang asks Deanna Luo for the traits of a Leo Male (thats gay)

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.
Zhiyang likes to eat Babi Ponteh and Sambal Udang.. (LOL)

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search.
Zhiyang eats Ice Cream (.__.)

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.
Zhiyang wears Prada n fashion magazines like Vanity Fair, Vogue, Harpar's Bazaar.(...)

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search.
Zhiyang was arrested for breaking into a car

Q: Type in "[your name] loves" in Google Search.
Zhiyang loves this pink polenta.. ( o.o )

Im so boreddddd D:

ELDDS?

2010-01-08T18:55:00.003+08:00

Hi, everyone!!
Its been a week since we started school (:
I think we can practically visualise what life
would be like for us this year.
Yay, im going to take my award on monday :D
Achievement, finally.
And its on results!! Hahaha, cant remember the last time
When i ever got something for my results.
Like primary 3? First in class :D
After that like, nothing already :/

Just in case you were misleaded.
Im from BAND okay.
Not ELDDS. I will not,
NOT ever help them or look up to them
Again, never.

Today is our performance for sec one orientation.
Its for them to choose and pick what cca they should go to.
I cant say we did a really good job,
but at least we did our best.
Thats what band is really about.
Its not only about the result, the performance.
Its the process in which we achieved success,
how we did it, how we endured the countless scoldings,
how we had fun doing it. How we did it together
Not how we slack during cca, how we just play games,
And just sit around doing nothing.
Then i rather we not waste our youth.
We should do something productive with our lives.
Or we might as well just die, right?

Im not trying to defame anyone or anything.
I just dont like it when people dont know something,
and they just blabber about what they dont know.
Thinking they know it all.
Which in fact they dont.

So ELDDS,
I hope that something will be done?
or at least teach him a lesson,
you can promote your cca, you can surely say its the best,
but please dont defame others in the process.
Its not being fair, is it?
Notice that even advertisements like vanishpower02,
They say its better compared to XXX brand,
but they dont name other brands do they?
Thats just because they respect each other.
So i hope, that anyone who sees this, (i am not generalising, just giving my comments)
will be able to think of how your actions would hurt others.
Before you execute them.
Respect.

2010

2010-01-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

New year okay (:
weeeeeeee :D
Hahaha 2009 was a bad year ):
Really is.
New year, new start to everything.
I hope (=

This year would be a better year! :D
Its within our control. Ehehehe.
I think i have found my motivation?
And im not emo ok.
Thats not emo!!!
Emo is worse (:

Im contented.
(: bye.
Havent done much homework zzzz.

Holidays are coming to an end.

2009-12-30T21:52:00.002+08:00

Yep, what it says :/
I have not done anything productive this whole hols
Feel like such a useless person omg.
Wasted my youth! Arghhhh..
):

Oh well, im going to do homework tmr.
I dont care, im going to do it.
No ones gonna stop me!
Grrr.......

I feel like just a pawn in your game of life.
Im just another replacement for your lost queen.
Or a backup for your knight.
Or you can just sacrifice me for no reason.
This sucks :/

Its boxing day.

2009-12-26T22:29:00.002+08:00

Hello (:
Yes, dont laugh at the post title.
I know its the same as before -.-
Just couldnt think of a new title to put.
LOLOLOL.

I just wasted another day manszxx.
I hate myself :/
Lol, still never do anything ahhh.
Must stop procrastinating..
I need some motivation.

(: bye.

Its christmas.

2009-12-25T10:55:00.003+08:00

Yay haha hello everyone,
Merry christmas :D
Hahahaha, im bored.
Its good that not many visit my blog.
Cause in this way i can watch my words less,
I guess :X.

Oh well, i kind of forgot what i wanted to tell ryan.
(Refers to previous post) :D
Lol anyway, he, linrui, eugenia and rebecca came my hse
Ytd, hahahaha, it was a study date.
Bt it ended up, well.
I really dont know.
Suddenly realised that my house is like really boring
Lololol, i want to finish my homework!!!
Bt ROAR, cant bring myself to.
Damn it.

Messy house i have zzzz.
Cant find many of my homework.
Ate steamboat ytd, whoO!
I think im like very suaku.
Dont know what dishes to take.
End up spam all the veggies -.-
Lol, and then when we were about to pay the bill,
The person say cannot use nets cus they no machine.

Damn funny, then my dad was like,
No atm, oh shit.
Then everyone started to dig out their notes and coins.
Yup, bt we still managed to pay the full 84 dollars :D
Oh the worst thing is, the steamboat place,
The floor is like those, umm beach house the floor.
Then got those slits, and the coins keep falling through it.
Gg. (:

Ok, i think i talk alot already.
I need to play. ( do homework homeWORK!!).
BYE.
OOoohh, i remember why i need thank ryan already!!!
LOL :D

New title :D

2009-12-22T11:53:00.002+08:00

Oh boy lol.
213th post!! YeS. Hahaha
Dont laugh at the previous post.
I know you all like it alot hahaha.

I think i just realised something ytd.
Something quite significant.
Not gonna say (:
Unless youre my really good friend.
Which i have yet to find one.
True friends, where are you ):

Theres not one person i can tell everything to.
Thats real sad right?! OMG
Where are you friend. ):
Lalalala i will try to find back my true self :D
I dont like masking myself heheheeh.

Okay bye,
Im a happy boy? :/
No one to share secrets with roar.
Thanks ryan, lol nvm if you dont know why.
I will tell you. Soon i guess.

Sorry, Ryan.

2009-12-20T23:11:00.001+08:00

What it says

(:

2009-12-20T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone, or no one o.o
i seem to disappear from existence from 12-17 dec.
Cause i went overseas to china!!
Whoo i like the cold weather there haha
Singapore is so hot, cant stand it.

But too cold i also cmi lol.
Hmm had fun there lah, bt didnt enjoy!!
The people there had no manners at all!
So irritating, every5 minutes got someone smoking.
LIKE ROAR! I think the people will kill each other there.
Die of lung cancer first.

Unless you like smoking,
Then you should really avoid mainland china.
And omg they just push you around when you block their way.
How kind.
And you know they just spit randomly on the floor.
Like booby traps eww.

And they step on their OWN booby traps omg.
The worst thing is even the police there smokes.
And spit.
Zzzzzz and the people there like sell fake goods.
At unbelievable prices.
100 something sg dollars for some dumb bag.
Ended up bargaining until 24 LOL.
And the person was damn reluctant
I bet she already earned a profit but she want to earn more lor.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Bt i like the coldness.
Just cant stand it that the ppl are screwed up.
oh well bye all, or none
woah dejavu

(:

2009-12-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

Hello EVERYONE!!
Its post number 210 :D hahahaha.
Okay later im going to go repair my phone!
Its sucks. Like seriously.
When theres something important, it restarts!
Thats real irritating so im going bishan to fix it :D

waiting for my condo bus now....

Well, its been awhile (:
LOL. And tmr got chalet.
Class and band. Clash!!!
Ahhh same place somemore Lol -.-
Wtf ( way too fun)
I think i hop here hop there hahahaha!

But actually i prefer the band ppl :x
Idk hahahaha, feel more bonded with them
Maybe cus three years already,
Whilst class is just the first year.
Hahahaha i have no idea.

Im feeling really really sad.
Its like nobody wants to talk to me.
Bummer, bye :D

Its been awhile.

2009-11-24T20:06:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
I have decided to change blog titles HAHAH.
Finally right, yes.
Cus it is extremely difficult to find old posts >.>

Especially when there are two posts in a day.
So yes i have decided.
Oh ya this is my 209th post :D

So how is life for everyone.
Leave a tag ----->
LOL nvm hahaha.
Holidays are kind of boring.
I feel myself rotting at home.
But its so boring to exercise alone.
Okay not alone, with my walkman :D

Okay im bored. I think i shall stop here.
Taking care of my Zen garden in plants vs zombies (:

(:

2009-11-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

I really dont feel like blogging haha.
Theres nothing for me to blog about.
And theres no response to whatever i blog.
Its bOring :/
Its like talking to myself.
I can do that in real life! Why do i have to use internet.
To talk to meself.
Boo hahaha.

I am so bored.
Dont really like life nowadays.
Too many things to look forward to.
Trying to squeeze in things in my life ):
I just watched the annoying orange.
Sorry randomness.

I dont like studying. Neither do i like holidays!
Roar balls.
This is lame.
Im sorry i cant entertain today.

And this is especially for YOU.
If you think its not you, its not.
Its for You-Know-Who.
Nope, not voldermort, im afraid.
You SUCK seriously.
I cant stand your fat face.
Your fat body.
I hate you.
I hate being a hypocrite -.-
But i dont want to tell you how much i hate you.

Because its bad, really bad.
And i dont know how to stop it.
Damn i suck.
Emo post )=
I shall change myself before i change the world.

Im going to (TRY to) be a better person.

(:

2009-10-28T21:30:00.002+08:00

Oh yes finally 207th post.
Hahahaha. Unfortunetly it is going to be a bad ONE.
CUs i am going to be badmouthing someONE! :D
Who i think is least likely to view this. ;D

OKAY. where should i start.
There is just too many bad points.
ROar. Why must you BE this way man.
So damn irritating at times la seriously.
I dont know what you are thinking lah sometimes.

Have you changed or am i just oblivious in the past.
Or have i matured and you stayed....
Kiddish? ._.
sorry but theres just no word to describe you.

Actually many words. But they are insulting.
And i am a nice person (yeah right, badmouthing you here)
So i shouldnt say them.
I hope you will stop being a wet blanket.
And a pain in the ass.

Lalala conclusion : You suck. Kthnxbai.

(:

2009-09-20T20:41:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone hahaha,
As expected this is my 206th post.
Duh what comes after 205 .
Okay not very funny i know.

My sense of humour is slowly dissipating.
Lol im going to die of boredom soon (:
Just came back from avan's chalet this afternoon.

Not say very fun lah.. Hahaha but quite okay (:
We were like looking for drinks and food every few minutes.
Okay maybe not we, but I think i was :/
I want to grow fatter lol.

When we reached the place,we saw a basketball court.
So we decided to play hahaha.
Our team was owning :D
Oh yea and then after that,
We had to move the tables and all these for the steamboat.

Actually wanted to start eating.
But waiting for zhekang,vanisa,cheowkiat they all -.-
Waited so damn long.
Only started dinner at 9.30pm lol.
The steamboat was good ;D.
I feel hungry right this moment :/ dang.

Then me and sista and kelvin go walk walk along beach.
Kelvin keep making fun of her as a dog.
Lol epic. It was hightide so we didnt go and sit
On the breakwaters.
Then meet up with the rest.

Lets just say they were getting high.
With something you can drink to make you drunk.
And i DIDNT! Ha.
Eat that.

Then after that we went to play poool.
So fun :X

After that they were really high already.
And then some went crazy -.-
Quite scary lah.
Hahahah then got leftovers from steamboat so i Took :D

I thought they wanted to stay awake throughout lah.
End up all sleep like pigs :/
Then im like watching tv.
Sian then they all sleeping already.
They win already lahhh.

Oh yes before that, someone got harassed.
Notice the difference in colour and italics.

Next morning continued to play the same old stuff.
Then played some cards.
Then after that i saw people "humping" each other on the bed.
Trust me you wont want to know.
But it was damn funny.

I guess that concludes it.
After that, a really long bus ride home.
It was tiring.
Boo.

(:

2009-09-16T23:01:00.002+08:00

YEah its 205th post.
205 was my former class.
Hahahaa.
I kind of miss the good old times.
Being sec 1 and 2.
Stress-free...

Oh well TIME will never go back.
OH YES.
I should start changing post titles.
So i can refer back easily -.-
I am going to study for chem.
Bye alll...

(:

2009-09-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYY my 204th. POST.
Whooo i dont know why i am even counting my
Posts for. (:

I like randomness.
Its random.
You dont know what it is.
You dont know whats coming.
When it comes its fun.
When it goes its boring.
Its exciting.
Its random.

Im talking bulldozers.
I should stop talking/typing -.- (:
:0 :P D: =) ;x T-T

(:

2009-09-12T23:34:00.001+08:00

OMG MY 203th post.
I am so proud of myself.
Today went to study with sista and minjian.

Of course,end product quite predictable.
Is epic fail (:
SO ya hahahahaha.
Bye im gonna get me a 1.5litre bottle of coke
At 11.37 pm.

(:

2009-09-11T22:16:00.004+08:00

mY 202nd post.
Hahahahaha. I know i know you must be proud.
Dont worry, there will be prizes for everyone.
Consolation prize is that you get to read this post.
Be honoured, my friends.
Cause there is no first. No second no third.
Everyone gets consolation.
Because you are all VALUED READERS OF MY BLOG :D.

Okay seriously, i dont know what im saying.
Im wasting spaces.
Probably a few amperes of current.
A few volts of voltage.
Lalalalalalala.

In fact im wasting your time,
The more you are reading this,
the more time im wasting,
so you shouldnt read on,
no really,
by the time you read this,
you have read it,
So hahaha congratulations,
I just wasted your time.

Hahahahaha.
SISTAA STAY STRONG (:

(:

2009-09-11T17:58:00.002+08:00

Oh hello,
My life is like going on a rollercoaster man.
Hahahaha.

Stupid dumb thing.
Com is restarting for me
Auto.
THANKS ALOT man.

Was playing mafia wars you see.
Boss fight.
And my com restarted.
Great. I forfeitED.
YOU HAPPY NOW STUPID DUMB COM?
NOTHING ELSE MAN,leave a tag
and get outta here.
No just kidding you can stay,
I'll make you toast.
FLY away wee.

(:

2009-09-07T19:52:00.001+08:00

Yay rejoice.
This is my 200th post.
Check my archives if you want,
I dont care.

I dont like my 200th post.
Cus i have nothing to say.
Bye prelims.

BYE EVERYONE

(:

2009-09-03T22:57:00.003+08:00

Trigonometry test tmr.
And im not studying.
Hooray.

Lol.

(: gone with the wind.

(:

2009-08-31T20:01:00.003+08:00

After you have all just heard my version of teachers' day greeting
Im just going to summarise today.
Oh yea. Get ready.
Get some pencil and paper cus youre going
To want to take down some notes.

Today morning at precisely 6.01 am,
I woke up.
Brushed my teeth.
Had hotdog buns (without the hotdog)
And milo. (without the lo , no just kidding)

Went to school.
Usual shit.
Tinfung complained about the newspapers.
Nobody take. Being an extremely thoughtful,
And kind student i decided to receive the
Newspaper from him.

It hurt. The end.

History was.
Okay lah, there was this role play thing.
I was some British governer.
All i had to do was hold up a smiley face.
And keep saying "Peace..."
Oh yea, you bet it was very challenging.

Geog test.
Blah.

Okay time to go celebration!
WHOoooO!
Went into the hall and mr chew started shrieking.
Or was he trying to shout.
I dont know.
Took awhile for us to settle.
Like always.

And the show starts off.
With.
Umm choir?
Yes choir.
Fabulous.

Followed by "Dont forget the lyrics"
Twice, they showed the answer.
At the wrong time.
Yea its gonna be very hard if it was me up there.

Mdm Liew's speech.
Which i bet 55.79% of us werent listening.
Dont ask how i got that percentage.

Then some piano thing.
I think yea.
There was a piano thats all i remember.

Then TEACHERS ACTING AS STUDENTS.
THat was the most epic.
And made the most impression.
Awesome awesome.
Its funny to see how the teachers look in our uniform.
(:

That concludes my teachers' day celebration.
Had a really long session of basketball with gay partner
Branzann.
He concludes that we have improved our skills by 7%.
That includes accuracy consistency speed technique.
Stuff.
Good job.
Im gonna rest my legs tomorrow.
Hopefully.
Bye.

All i can say is im glad ITS over.

(:

2009-08-31T19:50:00.002+08:00

Happy teachers' day LOL.
To all the teachers out there.
Well done :D.
You have given us the education we need.
The kind and patient teachings are much appreciated.
The occasional $20 dollar class fund
):
The amount of time spent on homework.
+ mugging for tests.
The totally unnecessary scoldings.
The wasting of pen ink,
Correction tape/ fluid,
Highlighter ink,
Pencil lead,
Eraser dust,
Frisbees o.o

And the list goes on.
However, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY.
May you all enjoy this holiday while you can!
We will be back.
Hahahahaha.
Oh ya and that ingenious mastery programme.
Thanks. Really.

(:

2009-08-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

How cool will it be to see that the front page of a newspaper was
"15 year old killed in car accident"
"15 year old died of gastric pain"
"15 year old died because he sneezed too hard"
"15 year old died because he didnt want to live anymore"

How cool would it be if it was me.

(:

2009-08-29T23:24:00.003+08:00

Lol its been quite awhile since i last posted.
Lalalala.

I dont think anyone will visit already lor.
Boo.
Nothing to say already.
Watch "peter chao" on youtube.
Hahah.

Im bored. I want to quit dota.
Hahaha must start studying.
(:

(:

2009-08-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

gah what the hell
i feel like slackin
zz dont wanna go school.

i wish i was sick
again.

(:

2009-07-30T22:32:00.001+08:00

Im sick damnit.
I hate this fever :0

(:

2009-07-24T20:44:00.001+08:00

Hellooooooooo
Birthday over already T-T.
No fun.
THANK YOU goes out to all that wished me,
and gave me presents.
And those that didnt, its the thought that counts :D

So thank you thank you.
Hahaha. Damn im bored.
Tomorrow is interclass game
305 ftw! :D

(:

2009-07-16T21:42:00.002+08:00

OMG Ah.
Today was freaking fun.
The lessons were boring.
But we always end up laughing throughout the lesson

Cus we make stories.

After school was epic.
Our class is like a raping trap.
Anyone that walk past will feel the wrath of the rape team.
Lol.
Criteria is..
*Wearing bag,watch,spectacles.Something that can be removed easily
*Wears a shirt.
*Guy
*Walk past our class.

Okay if you meet all of that you can run.
But you will come back.
And feel our wrath.
Muahahahaha.

After that went down SRR.
Whoo sexy man.
Played table soccer throughout.
(: and a litte bit o pool.
I made ryan lose.
Sorry buddd.

(:

2009-07-15T20:03:00.001+08:00

Hello oral today.
Okok lah.
Dont know what to say.
I think i went out of point.

Went to play abit of street soccer later.
Hardi keep complaining he deproved alot -.-
And i'd be happy if i can play like him already.
Sian. Blisters.
Bye.

(:

2009-07-12T12:19:00.001+08:00

Good morning people of the world.
I am so bored.
My life is going in a negative gradient.
): so bored...

(:

2009-07-09T21:29:00.004+08:00

Hello dear living and breathing creatures,
that dont live under a rock.
Be jealous that i am going to find one to live under :D

The only thing that i can remember about today is.
Ice cream.
During recess ya.
And that i havent done my history.
Maths.
Chemistry.
Chinese.

Whoo excellent (:
And i am here being unbothered by it :D
WHoooo HOOoo.

(:

2009-07-06T22:08:00.001+08:00

I like rocks.
They are awesome.
They stay by your side all the time.
They listen , they emphatise.
They wont scold you or insult you.
They wont beat you
They wont laugh when you make mistakes.
They rock.

2009-07-06T19:58:00.001+08:00

(:

2009-07-06T18:22:00.001+08:00

Hello everyonee..
ahhh damn lazy to post about my trip -.-
So long ago already
Hahahahah.

Anyway school start one week already.
Hows life for everyone? :D
I HAVE TO CLIMB FOUR FLOOR CUS MY CLASS
CHANGE WITH 301!

Weeee. Tired balls.
Okaythanks bye

(:

2009-06-23T14:59:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOOO!!!
Lol. I sure die.
Havent done much of my homework yet.
Tralalalalala.Die..

Ohmy i think got someone in school got H1N1.
Why all school activities cancelled??!! :O
But nevermind lalala. That means more time to.
Chiong HOMEWORK yeeeheeehee.
And im not doing homework!!! YEeeeheeehEE.

Just came back from Malaysia two days ago.
Feel like blogging about the trip. But its going take like
Very longggg. So next time. See ya all. Byebye! :D

(:

2009-06-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

Lalala.Hello humans,
When is the fourth trumpeter coming? xD.
Hahaa.
Life sucks for me.
Im tired :O.
I need rest.
AND i need to start my holiday homework!
Or i will die...
Literally.
Whooo.

Going overseas on the 19th-21th,
Going somewhere very super interesting
And unique.
Malaysia.
Ha. Special right? :D
Okay, i should start packing today.
Weeee.

Oh ya..Like two days ago.
Me,mj,wing,branzann and ryan went swimming!
Okay we went gym first.
But i wasnt really doing anything there.
Hahahaha.
When we walk in the gym we were like,
"oh shit, we are like the weakest ppl here,
even that ah gong own us".
Seriously got this oldman. With BIG muscles.
Scary.Did some running. And cycling.
Lol. thats all. And because we all stink!
We decided to swim! Yay. Rejoice.

The swimming part was screwed up.
I see the start of the pool 1.4M
Then i was quite okay.
I forgot that the pool will get deeper in the middle D:
Then i swim in the middle got this person block me.
So i stop. And i sank down into the water CUS
MY FEET COULDNT FEEL THE BOTTOM.
Best. Then we decided to just float around.
And do stupid things in the water. Ha.
Dang it, my leg started cramping halfway through.
Maybe its the gym?.. o.o
It was fun. Lalalala.

(:

2009-06-14T10:56:00.002+08:00

Okay.
After like many days i neve update already (:
Today is the 14of june.
13 days never update.

Hahaha. Ohya.
I just started playing dota.
Lol. -.- im a noob seriously.
everytime others use those dota terms i stunned.
):
lalala.sorry la.
but at least i not bad for a 5-day player hor (:
clap.hahahah.

i dont know what to update.
what do you want me to update.
lol.this update is for ryan.
-.- girl.

(:

2009-06-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

hello sons and daughters.
today is the 1st of JUNE D:
june holidays is going to be super busy
i forsee.
danggggg...

band camp's gonna be fun and shagg.
i forsee..
lalalala. dunno what to type now.
sudden urge to blog for no random reason!
WHOOO!! highfive ryan. if he sees this.

tomorrow's gonna be a busy day.
oh shit. i just forgot something.
lalalalalaa..
BYE BYE for now (:

(:

2009-05-31T18:40:00.002+08:00

happy 180th post.
o.o
oh well.
today was a.
stoney day..
practically stoned the whole day.
listening to our concert repertoire.

im so bored. yawn.
woke up quite early today.
9am.
shocked. :o
had pandan cakes for breakfast.
its nice..really awesome..

then stone.
then lunchhhh. had porridge.
dunno why im so foody today. :o
and talked. laughed. joked.
with parents:o but am i really happy?
:/
then went for guitar lessons.
slept on the train.
so boring the pck video about courtesy.
he getting old and less funny alr.
or im getting old.
and less humorous..

so ya.came backed.
stoned awhile. watched some videos.
chat online. and yup.
that concludes my day.
wonder whats for dinner? :D.
bye bye (: :/

(:

2009-05-29T22:23:00.004+08:00

tmr bball...ahhhh.
anyone????
super despo.

wah bestla cheat my feelings.

(:

2009-05-29T22:05:00.002+08:00

hello people.
im damn super bored.
im gonna try to post as long as possible.
hahaha.

okay got back report book today.
ya. damn. wait..zzzz
yada yada yada..
nagnagnag.
talk talk talk.
pretend to laugh at my mums jokes.
okay shes off!!!

wah sian. now no mood blog again.
because of all the nagging.
and questioning.
roar. i know they mean well...
but its kinda irritating sometimes ;x..
sorry mama.

anyway. got back report book today.
yea. thats that.
i dont want to say anything.
later offend people again.
especially now everyone so sensitive.
fakc.

today was kind of a weird day.
i dont know why.
felt real sleepy and tired this morning.
dragged myself to school.
and i brought my flower :D.
so did winglun.
and i wore it the whole day...
well, sort of.

lessons boring.
geog best, watch movie.
slept during maths when teacher go through chords.
gahh. wdv.
english free period.
no chinese, give out report book.

thats just it. lol.
oh ya. during recess wanted to go buy the flower.
then after that got no booth D:
ryan's rection is super funny.
"o..bobba"
XD..
didnt eat.
cus too little time..found a little tennis ball on the floor.
and tried to play with it.
the keyword here is tried..so yes you get the point.

hahaha. i totally skipped the whole of the cleaning of band room.
cus got meeting with e teachers.
oh well..this post getting long and naggy.
BYE...

(:

2009-05-28T22:00:00.001+08:00

Hello.

Bye.

(:

2009-05-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
i played like shit for limelight.
but some pieces sounded quite good.

Awesome.
That just means that im Uh..
Calefare?
(:
Bye.................... :P

(:

2009-05-23T10:52:00.002+08:00

Hello humans.
I just realised that my archives are kind of stupid.
Cus my posts are the same title -.-
(:
Oh well.
Im bored.
Quite happy with my results.
But really dunno how i should feel la.
Got many like v sad over their results.
Dont wanna offend them.
So no comments.

Band is tiring.
And sometimes getting boring
And also irritating.
But entertaining.
Yea. So its kind of fun.
But it sucks (:
After concert im gonna slack.
And go watch movie (:
Can finally relax after SYF,and exams.

Whooo. Bye.

(:

2009-05-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone.
Limelight concert next tuesday 26may 7.30pm
Buy tickets support mE!! :D

Circle seats are now opened for sale.
But they are not circle tho.
):

They are just on a higher level.
So ya. Book tickets on sistic.
Yea..
Im awesome.
So support us u shall.

(:

2009-05-19T20:19:00.002+08:00

Where's my motivationnnnnnnnnnn???
No mood to practice.
Or play.
Feel LIKE doing something very stupid.
Feel noob.
Useless.
Shitty.

Ha. Laugh at me.
Im lousier than all of you out there.
LAUGH.'
lalalalalala (:

(:

2009-05-17T12:25:00.005+08:00

Lalalala.
Random post.
When blog hopping just now.
Legs tired.Ok lame.Nvm.
Realise LIFE is soo..
Interesting?
Feel like going to try out everyone's life for just a day.
Anyone wanna try mine?
It sucks.

Trust me u dont wanna.
Ha. I feel useless.

No matter how hard and try or do something.
Always fail to please some people.
Im sorry to those ppl who depend on me to do things
Or what. I cannot liao.
Old and useless already..
Lousy piece of shit you are.

:/
just like how it started so simply. it just ended.
thank you for e sweet moments that we had tgt (:
n im sorry for being such a lousy companion.
i really cannot make it..
but ya. just thanks.
hope you will find true happiness.
with other guys maybe? :X
byebye.
dont know whether you will see this.
hahahaha..

Oh yea.. I added archives --->

(:

2009-05-16T22:15:00.003+08:00

I'd rather be an animal in my next life.
No one will criticise you whatever you do.
Can be whoever you want to be.
I rather nt be a human.
Cause life's unfair.
Everyone's comparing each other.
Whether we are good or bad.
Why cant we just accept the fact we are just..
Different?

(:

2009-05-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

Rashes are bitches.
Thats all.
Its ITCHY.
Reddish.
And Painful.

(:

2009-05-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

Hi.
Exams are over.
Not officially tho.
Theres still an extra listening compre.
(:

Today was a baddddddddd day.
I sprain my ankle.
But the two papers were okay (:
Thats the good thing.

My father rubbing my leg now.
Lol.Pain.Resist (:
Hot pack on my leg just now.
Quite nice feeling.

Must really thank Jun Wen just now for being a really gd friend
Really nice. He went GO to get icepack for me.
Wa..Hais..I feel kinda useless.
Just realise i dont treasure the ppl around me.
Taken for granted.
When i die, who will miss me?
....

(:

2009-04-27T21:34:00.001+08:00

HElloo!
If you are reading this!
You are not studying!
So leave a tag before you go.
And start mugging,muggers:D

(:

2009-04-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

not studying ._.

(:

2009-04-21T19:48:00.002+08:00

Hello people!!!
Congrats on Guzheng's GWH!!!
Whoots!
Deserved every single bit of it!

Hate to be a wet blanket.
But after reading Ryan's post.
I feel the same way.
I think that we didnt really deserve a gwh.
I mean we as in the band.

The impression of the GWH for guzheng will last.
But the impression of gwh for us..
Didnt really last quite long.
In fact.. It feels abit awkward that we have this
Award given to us.
It will only mean something..
If every single on of us in the band works hard.
Its all about teamwork.
We all know GWH was kind of because we were on form on tt day.
But in our hearts..We know who made this possible..
And of course we know who didnt..
Like what ryan said,
Its all about the process and not the result.
Even if we had gotten only a Gold or Silver even,
I would feel the same way as i am now.

Im not targetting anyone in particular.
Im not saying that we do not deserve this GWH.
I know tt we are a GWH band..
But think about it carefully..
Are we a GWH band,
Or are we GWH players?
It makes less meaning if not everyone wants it.
So yes. I know some of you all will hate me.
I dont give a shit if you do..
But go and reflect on yourself..
And think maturely..
You should know what i mean.

(:

2009-04-19T12:02:00.002+08:00

Hello people..
Very long never blog alr.
Oh no my blog's gonna die.
Tag my board over --->
Please?
Lol..At least i know still got people visit my blog.

Okay, try to make this short and sweet.
Cause i need to go study later.
V v v super duper busy nowadays.
So many endless things to do.
And it justs keeps accumulating!!
No time to do what i really wanna do.
Super sianded:X

Hahaha. Going to have guitar lessons later.
That will be another 2hours of my life on travelling.
And the lesson.
Gah..So little time left to the midyears.
Must work hard hard hard!!
Good luck for everyone during the midyears!
Dont stress urself out too much.
Work hard also must play hard.
And plan ur time..Hahaha.
No proper time management(e.g me)
Is bad..Lol..Must have a target to achieve everyday.
Or you will be leading a no life- life.
Okay shall end here.
And go study.......BYE muggers.

(:

2009-04-07T23:34:00.001+08:00

I feel very weird..
And angry....
1more month...
Just 1 more month..
And its all over..
(:

(:

2009-04-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

Yaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy!!
Gold with Honours!!
Whoohooo...
We made history in Xinmin (:

I do hope that our next batch will work even harder!
To keep up this Gold with Honours!!

Today was a wet day.
Went to the Marina Barrage..
Then walk around..
Took some pictures (:
Den waited for the water to come up..

And we ran in..
Thought i wasnt going to get wet.
But -.-...

Oh well..
Lol..Most of the class was wet at least :X
Yea..
And i just realised lenze used to live in MY CONDO!
Quite shocking..
That we both lived thre like3 years without seeing each other.
._.

:/

2009-03-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

Hello people..
Months since i had a different post title..
I think by the time you read this..
Most of you would alr know what happened this morning.

I shall not explain any further.
But yes..
I do agree with my whole class..
Life is very very short..
And we shouldnt wait until something's gone..
Then we treasure it..

I really really understand that now..
Lets cheer up everyone..
Im sure it as painful for u to face the news..
And as painful as her to see you guys like that.

So smile people..
305 ftw..

(:

2009-03-22T22:24:00.004+08:00

Anyway..
To any band member or what reading this..
I hope you dont flame me.
Or wad..
Just some thoughts (:

As you all know..
SYF is around e corner..
Its a little bit hard to juggle with the stress of studying
And the band..
Yes..
Of course, band is more important now.
After all that talk on saturday.
I think you all should realise that.
I do really really hope you people are not demoralised.
Or anything by all that.
But instead spurred to do better and work harder.
And to all the jokers..Seriously hope
You guys just wake up ur idea..
Yea?Please..
I can tell you that even if you make jokes now.
It wont be funny..Not targetting anyone in particular.
Y'all know wh you are..

Think of all that stress that others are facing.
But during practices, we all have to put up with that stress
And do our best to enjoy the music..
And be serious about it..
If you think jokes are going to relieve stress..
It will just make everything even more worse..

We can do it, for sure.
We can progress to much greater heights!
Encourage each other to do better!
We are sure able to do it!
And
If you cant get perfection, at least aim for improvement.
Bye.

(:

2009-03-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hello people.
Bloghopping.
And im happy.
No seriously,reading emo posts makes me happy.
Im not a sadist or wad..

Im just feeling lucky..
That i aint as emo as them :D..
Lol..
Okay FOC...
I shall not ALAF...
Byeeeeeee (:
And i love myself alot...
Too bad if you dont!! :P

(:

2009-03-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

Helloo!!!
Its been 1197975 days since i last posted!!
Divide by 79865 o.O..
Dont believe try it!
Hahahaha. Okay random..
YOU'RE STILL AN IDIOT :X
So Friggin busy nowadays.
Chinese Att not done.
Okay thank you (:
Bye...
I wouldnt highlight the post if i wasnt an idiot.
(: I hope you wont!
Good luck for SYF and everything..
This might jolly well be my last post.

For the day.

(:

2009-03-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

This is eh randdom post.
Twisted me finger.
Worsened my persistent knee injury.
Heat stroke?? :X..
YOURE AN IDIOT
Yea..Told you it was random.
You shouldnt even be reading it.
Why are you still reading?
Stop.
Tell you dont read alr..
I bet ur still reading.

Go and study..
And i would highlight this post if i was an idiot.
(:bye..

(:

2009-03-03T21:23:00.002+08:00

Whats wrong with me nowadays..
Results getting lousier..
Horn playing getting lousier..
Getting more and more useless everyday..
Lols..

Im such a retard.
Thanks (:

(:

2009-03-02T22:06:00.002+08:00

Today is shag.
Hahaha.
Kept sneezing in class today..
And the weather is so humid..
It sucks..
No breeze at all..
And im falling sick pretty quickly..
Got a stupid flu and cough..
Might have a fever soon..
Hahahaha...

But i will recover (:
Definetly will....(:
Cus of...Something(:
Hahhaaha..Kkays. Byezums.